Thank God for a new job

Yeah! Finally, I feel much secure after receiving the Allied Educator posting memo from MOE. I will be starting my new job on 13th April 2009. I am not too sure of the exact job scope yet. I do pray that I will be able to pick up the new job soon!

Thank God for the Cantata on "No Greater Love"

Saturday evening was a well spent one. I went to Calvary Pandan to see the Cantata with 3 of my colleagues. One of them is an unbeliever. I was reminded of God's love for me. I was urged to reach out to people. Through this global financial crisis, people are losing their job. They need to gospel to enrich their lives. God please help me to have the burden for lost soul.

God arranged photo shoot!

Yesterday, I had to go to Cisco take have my Civil Service (CS) Card photo shoot. I left the school a bit late. When I reach City Hall MRT, I thought to myself, "This time I may be late, what happen if the person-in-charge asked me to come back another day?" It would be quite a trouble to go down to Paya Lebar again! I quickly breathe a prayer to God about this matter. When I reach Cisco, I was around 7 minutes late! I thought to myself, "I may have to come back another day. I am prepared for it."

As I walk in to the room where I had to take the photo, I seem to me that there is someone packing up the equipments. To my surprise, when he turned around I recognised a familiar face. It is Isacc Lum from Agape fellowship! It came as a surprise to me! I wouldn't have thought that he is the one who will took the photo for me! Even the photo shoot is carefully arranged by God! He told me that if it is someone else, he would have ask me to come back another day! Thank God! After the photo shoot, I had a small chat with him.

Sometimes after I pray, I don't really think that God will answer me directly. So there were a few occasions that I thought, "If this time the request failed then I just do it another time loi!" I don't have enough faith that God will answer a definitely, "Yes!" Yesterday, I really learn a lesson about faith in prayer. God will hear us when we pray, however do we sincerely believe that he will answer "Yes! Your desire is granted" or we will have the thought of "Let's pray and see whether God will answer. If not today, then another day perhaps." What a lesson for me!

Thank God for a new job in this great economic crisis!

The Lord is so good to me. I had failed Him countless time but He never took it into account with me directly. I am still well, strong and healthy for His use. I am so unworthy but the Lord still bless me with many things. It this world of economic crisis, many of them lose their precious job. They still have to feed their family. God grace is upon me and I just got a new job post. The job which I very much wants to be in. Previously I tried to apply for normal teaching post for 3 times, it is not His will at that time that I will be a teacher then. However this time, God think that I am ready. He make it in such a way that I will most likely to be selected.

During the interview session, it is in my school. My Principal, Admin Manager and two other principals interviewed me. God arranged it! Therefore, I really thank God for what He had done. For now, words cannot describe my joy! My official first day of school will be 13th April 2009. Pray that I will be able to cope with the new job scope!

Thank God for burden to do sometime for Shomerim

Yesterday, I suddenly have the thought of how I am going to encourage those people who are not attending fellowship so often. I am going to give them a card designed by myself; with writings and signatures of those Shomerim members that attend fellowship regularly. Hopefully by doing that often, God may moved them to come to fellowship meetings. Today's morning, I send a personal email to each one of them. I simply poured my heart out to them. I do hoped that they will be encouraged and challenged to attend fellowship meetings.

So many blessings for year 2008!

Thank God for:

1. God that is ever ready to forgive me and to lift me up even though I failed Him countless time.
2. A few Shomerim brethrens get back their relationship with God that in turn encourages my heart although some still have wrong priorities in life.
3. Church camp that helps me to understand more about Unity in church and that this time I can pay more attention to the preaching of God's Word.
4. Dr. Wee and Mrs. Wee fine example with regards to their love for souls in Kemaman BP Church encourages my heart. Thank God for meaningful mission trip.
5. Giving me the desire to read more Christian materials and bought more Christian books this year.
6. Helping me to pass my Grade 7 piano exams even though I think that I would fail (teacher felt the same thing). Did better in my music sight-reading and having a good piano teacher.
7. Attaining one of the Outstanding Educator Awards in my company. Not a very stressful job and smooth work throughout the year.

8. Being able to serve as a church pianist for God and find delights in doing so.
9. Developing closer friendship with 2 Christian colleagues and even able too attend FEBC together. We had moments of sharing that edify one another.
10. Loving mum that cooks for me regularly.
11. Parents that are relatively in good health.
12. Attending Hermeneutics class and Chinese Sunday school, hence able to understand and interprets the bible better, in turns helps me in my sharing.
13. Giving me the burden for souls in the second half of the year after attending the gospel workshop at Calvary Pandan and hence motivated me to give bibles and testimony to my close friends.
14. Sharing the gospel at church evangelism. It encourages and rejuvenates my soul. By God's grace being able to lead at least two souls to Christ and one to attend church.
15. Testing’s in my life that teach me to be more patience.
16. God's provision of a MacBook after my IBM laptop spoilt.
17. Helping me to recover my HP a few times even though I left it laying around.
18. A Christian friend that forgives me after I sin against her and the relationship is reconcile and rekindled back as if nothing had happened.
19. Sister can come for the Christmas Carolling at Daniel's house.
20. Having a sister like Shuhui who can listen to my problems, gives me encouragements and praying for me.
21. Brothers and sisters in church, who gives me free ride to places, be it prayer meeting, church, home or bus stop.

May God keep me closer to Him in 2009.
Amen! For the Glory of God!

Thank God for wisdom in helping me to write my testimony to my friends

Mr Dear Friends,

So many years had past. In the twinkling of an eye, we have known one another for 15 years. It is truly a long friendship. I am glad that after so many years we are still best of friends. However, I am not your friend if there is something so good in my life that I did not share with you and keep it for myself. I remember a poem that I had read, depicting a soul trapped in hell fire after physical death. It reminds me of the friends that I know. It goes like this:

See Appendix A

At first, I hope to write this letter to each one of you by hand. However, I find that it will be a very tedious process, hence pardon me that I would have to type out this long letter. I plead with you to please do read on to the end of this letter. I have a love letter to share with you all! This may be the last time you see this letter. Life is very fragile; we are just passing through this earth as a pilgrim. (James 4:14) We come into this world naked, naked shall we return to earth one day. (Job 1:21) We may die any time soon. Don’t think that you are still young cause death will strike in no respect of persons. We will not be able to bring anything with us after we die. Many of us can only see and believe in the physical things in this world because they are tangible and real. However, not many of us can see the spiritual realm and the things that is eternal, that last forever, which is invisible to the eye.

Throughout the years I can assure and testify to you that Christianity is real. It is not just a religion that teaches people to do good. It is not just something people seek to sooth their conscience when they feel bad that they had done something wrong. It is not just superstitious or a blind faith. (My parents or love ones believe, so I follow) It is a logical faith because things happening around this world are explained in the Bible. Problems around the world can find their answers in the Bible. Bible prophecies (Matthew 24:3-44) are fulfilled in our very eyes. You must be thinking now, “Come on la, you want to preach the gospel of Jesus Christ to me right?” Indeed that is my intention but what is more important is that I want to share with you my testimony and also the reason why I believe that there is only one God who can save mankind.
When I was young, I saw people offered incense and offering food to ‘gods’. I don’t understand the reason. In fact, nowadays many people don’t know why also. They just followed the traditions. They believed that God would bless them if they do so. During the hungry ghost festival, if you don’t do that, you will receive curse or something bad might happen to you. What kind of ‘god’ is that if it needs offering to ‘feed’ on it? This kind of ‘god’ only instils fear in man! Sometimes we are called to perform meaningless rituals to the dead. You should be filial or doing good to a person who he is alive, not when he is dead! What a contrary!

I am told that I need to do good to people. 好人有好报，积多点阴德，就会有好报. Is this true? Why some people is still suffering? The reason is that all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God. (Romans 3:23) As a matter of fact, we are all born in sin. (Psalm 51:5) Nobody teach us to lie, disobey parents and fight with siblings or friends while we were very young (2-4 year old). Unknowingly, we just pick it up on our own! Some of you will argue, “No! I pick it up on myself!” Maybe, you have not take a closer look at the children before! We are all disobedience people; sometimes we just can’t help but do something bad or tell a white lie. A white lie is still a lie! It is still sin! The Bible says that if we lust after a woman, we had already committed adultery in our heart. (Matthew 5:28) God is Holy; he demands a higher standard of obedience to Him. I had set the rules for us to follow; it is the Ten Commandments in the book of (Exodus 20:2-17). We don’t like rules set by God, we even proclaimed, “Rules are meant to be broken!” Such is our unrepentance heart! Even though sometimes people correct our mistakes, we refuse to be corrected! We all had this pride of life. (1 John 2:15-16) The result of sinning against God is death physically on Earth and spiritually death in hell and then in the lake of eternal fire. (Revelation 20:12-15) Don’t be naive to think that you can come out or reborn after that. The Bible states very clearly that there is no more 2nd chance once you are in hell!

However God is merciful, He knows that we cannot followed the standards that He had set for us so He sent His only begotten Son (God the Son), Jesus Christ to come and fulfil all His standards. (John 3:16) He came to this sinful world 2000 years ago, born by a virgin, conceived by the Holy Spirit, which is a miraculous birth. Therefore, he has no sin from birth. After he was born, he lived 33 years of sinless life, fulfilling all the requirements of the commandment and laws of God.

Why Jesus is the only way? (John 14:6) Why other religion cannot? Why is it so exclusive? First three requirements I had already shared in the previous paragraph. In case you miss it, here it is. First of all, this person must be God (John 10:30) because only God himself who can save sinners; He set the rules. Secondly, He (Word) must be 100% Man. (John 1:14) Thirdly, he must be sinless. The Bible says that He is in all points tempted to fall into sin as we are, yet without sin. (Hebrews 4:15) Fourthly, he must die for sinners and blood must be shed. (Hebrews 9:22) He loves us so much that He chooses to die on the cross for us so that His blood can cleanse our sins. (Luke 23:46) You know crucifixion is the most painful kind of death for criminals? Yet he there is nothing wrong found in Him. The Pharisees (Religious leaders proficient in the laws of God) during the time of Jesus were afraid that their position would be threatened; therefore they plot to kill Jesus together. Only the blood of Jesus can wash away our sins. (1 John 1:9) We are supposed to die eternally for our sins but Christ die for us instead! Fifthly, He must resurrect from the dead. After three days, Jesus did rise from the dead and many witnesses saw Him alive. (1 Corinthians 15:3-4) Any religion is able to fulfil all these five requirements? No! Not one is able to fulfil all these.

Talking about my life, do you think I change for the better after all these years? You all know that I failed in almost all my English papers when I was in Sec One to Four. It is a miracle that I had passed my English. Is it a miracle or by pure luck? No! I prayed that God would help me to pass my Exams! I scored a perfect score for my Music Theory Grade 5 exams. Is it by luck or my own ability? No! Music is an art, not many people is able to score a full marks for Grade 5 exams. I took only about 4 years plus to reach to Grade 8 in my piano exams. Is it by my own ability? No! God had given me the chance to serve in church as a pianist and miraculously my piano skills increase tremendously. You might think all these are just coincident. However to me they are not! I acknowledged that all these does not come from my own ability, they are all God given. How do you explain the many prayers that I prayed and God answers them one by one? (Luke 11:9) You have to believe in Jesus yourself to experience all these miracles. Some people said that I have to see the miracles then I would believe. However let me share with you, for Christianity it is that you believed first then you will see the miracles in your life. You will be granted the peace that passes all understanding from God. (Philippians 4:6)

Well so much had been shared. I had also shared the full gospel of Jesus Christ to you all and why Jesus came into this world. I have also given each of you a Bible as a Christmas gift. I hope that one-day, when you feel down or lost in your life, you will remember the things that I shared with you. There is no end to pursue riches in this world; one day when we all die, we can’t bring anything with us. The only thing that matters in your life is your soul. When you die whether you will go to heaven or hell it is your choice. Salvation is free but you have to accept Jesus as your personal Lord and Saviour. I hope that one day, you all will believe in Jesus as His judgement will come very soon. (Ezekiel 7:2-4) His first coming is to die for us; his 2nd coming is to judge sinners. No sinners can escape God’s punishment. (Book of Revelation) The Bible says that the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. (Romans 6:23) My friend I plead that you will not hesitate anymore, come and believe in Jesus before it is too late!

With the Love of Christ,


Alan Tan

**Note: Those books that are brackets like (Matthew 24:3-44) is for you all to read from the bible. The bible is not an ordinary book. It tells you your life story, better than a fortune-teller. Every time you read it, you will have a new understanding. It will never be exhausted!

Amen! May God's name be glorified!

Thank God for a soul save during evangelism

Thank God that I had witnessed to a China man named "Jiu Ren". He studied in a Christian school, when he was young in China, before the Chinese revolution. He lived in the hometown of "Mao Ze Dong". When I approached him two weeks ago during one of the evangelism session, I was suprise that he is so friendly. God had already prepared his heart. I shared with him the gospel. After that, I urged him to pray the Sinner's Prayer. He exclaimed, "When I was young, we would stand up and prayed!" Therefore, I stood up with him and prayer the Sinner's Prayer. After that, I invited him to church. He readily agreed! Thank God that on the Sunday that had just past, he did come! I prayed that he will continued to come to church and grow in the Lord. It is a joy to lead someone to Christ. Sharing the gospel is one of the armour of God. God always use evangelism session to encourage me. May God's name be glorified!

My Cute God-Daughter 1st Month

Arielle is growing healthily and she just spent her 1st month celebration happily. Thank God that she is so adorable! Certainly, she is the central of attraction on that day! Just in case I get a scolding from her aunt, I washed my hands before I carried her. A few relatives and friends must be puzzled why she had a 'young' godfather. Well, I was specially requested by the parents to be their child's godfather. I was told that if the parents were to be not around, I have the responsibility of bring up the child physically and also spritually in the fear and knowledge of the Lord. Therefore, it is a huge responsibility. Thank God for the good friendship that I had fostered with Amos and Shuhui. Hence, I enjoyed this honour to have a 'daughter' while I am still single. Tomorrow I am starting work again, how I wish the break would be longer.

Thank God for a Blessed Church Camp

Thank God for the five days of spiritual nourishment from Rev. Jack Sin. This year, I don't feel that stress even though I was approached to be one of the discussion group leader. For the previous year, I felt very stress with the roles that I had in the church camp. Thank God for giving me a clear mind to hear His Words. I also had a wonderful time visiting my friend's grandmother. Although she is already 80+, she is quite jovial and lively. She likes Zoe Tay from Mediacorp. That Monday is a very fulfilling day. I also chair in the first thematic message on Monday evening. Thank God for a wonderful time at Pulai Spring Resort!