God is faithful and true. It is me who is unfaithful, at times putting up a false front and desperately wicked to sin. I just received my Grade 8 piano exam certificate. Only until I received the certificate in my hands then I believe that I passed my exam. Seriously, I do not have the confidence in passing the exams. I know that it is the Lord's mercy that I don't have to retake the exam. The Lord also knows that I don't have the time so I have already started my UniSIM studies.
Not to mentioned, God really make it possible that for me to slowly pursuing my dream. My dream is to complete Diploma in piano ans to purchase a baby grand piano one day. Compared to other people, I can consider spending the least amount of money and also the shortest time to obtain Grade 8. I acknowledge that it is not how good I am but how good God has been to me. My faith is so small that I can even imagine that the admin side of ABRSM may have made a mistake in reflecting my results online. I only 100% believe that I had passed when I receive the certificate. I didn't tell anyone about this. This shows how faithless that I am.
I failed Him so many times but He is always so faithful and true to me. I want to say a big THANK YOU to my Heavenly Father who is always so good to me. Help me not to fail thee so often, as I am really weak in overcoming my beseting sin. Help me LORD!
