Thank God for testing

God, i don't know what to thank you for today. I know you want me to go through this testing but God why you want to test me? 我的心在流血。 At 10.49 p.m.,  I finally couldn't hold back my tears. Nobody knows accept You. 'No more txting' finally came out from me. It was painful for me but I relented. I already waited for more than 20 years God, I still want to hold on these verses closely.

Lamentations 3:20-26
My soul hath them still in remembrance, and is humbled in me.
This I recall to my mind, therefore have I hope.
It is of the Lord's mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not.
They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness.
The Lord is my portion, saith my soul; therefore will I hope in him.
The Lord is good unto them that wait for him, to the soul that seeketh him.
It is good that a man should both hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the Lord.

Help me to hope and quietly wait for the salvation of the Lord.

God uses the children Camp to comfort me.

Thank God for opportunity to serve in the children Camp. God is merciful to me that even in this difficult period of my life. He gives me another avenue that I can serve Him and in some way put aside the troubled spirit that I have. Lord you know me and how I feel right now. Help me to trust in you that all things work together for good to them that love God and to them who are the called according to thy purpose. Lord I am helpless now and I need thy help.

Who would know that the children Camp message is also for me too. I need to pray more.

Thank God for close to 10 months

It was a long time since I have last updated my blog. Thank God for nearly 10 months of blessing. This is the most happiest moment in my life. However, today is also one of the lowest moment of my life. I learn a lesson on charity.

Charity is not measured by how much you have sacrificed  or how much you had offered or the amount of effort that you have put in. Charity is a self-sacrificial act, not asking for any return and not counting how 委屈 I am. May I continue to learn the lesson on charity.

Thank God for five days with you

If you ask me when is the most happiest moment in my life, I will say is now. God answers my prayer at the right moment; at the point when I spiritually reach the bottom of the valley. If God bring me out of darkness into His marvellous light, you brought me out of my retreating shell. The quality time that we had spent together these five days is something that I cannot describe. Thanks for the gifts that you give, postcard that you had meticulously scripted, time that you spare, words that are coated with honey, care that you have rendered, words of affirmation that you assured me, joy that you had manifested and shared with me.

I cannot promise our journey together will be always smooth and sailing but I promise that I will let not the sun go down upon my wrath. You will not regret knowing me. Blessed belated first month with you. May God blessed us with many more months of drawing closer to Him together. Finally, thanks be to God.

Thank God for joy

This week is a busy week, preparing for two group assignments. Thank God for helpful teammates who had me with my portion. I fell sick today also. Thank God I can take MC today. Thank God also for a sweet fellowship  today where I get to hear some nice music.

Thank God that it is too good to be true

速战速决. What can I say? God is good to me!

I don't know about tomorrow
I just live for day to day
I don't borrow from the sunshine
For it's skies may turn to gray

I don't worry o'er the future
For I know what Jesus said
And today I'll walk beside Him
For He knows what lies ahead

Many things about tomorrow
I don't seem to understand
But I know who holds tomorrow
And I know who holds my hand

Thank God He always hold my hand.

Thank God for a special Mid Autumn festival celebration

时间好像在那刻停止了。又加上有美妙的音乐听，闪亮的彩灯。
Thank God for this experience.

1 month of joy

Thank God for answered prayers. I can feel God is leading me slowly. Lord continue to help me keep close to you and forsake my besetting sin. This 1 month was filled with excitement, joy and laughter even in the midst of hectic assignments in NIE. Thank God for this sweet experience.
心血来潮之作：

知心良友不已找，

志趣相同更是好，

费尽心思献良伴，

为与红颜结俦侣。

不求是否有回报，

只求红颜蒙主恩，

再求一同侍奉主，

同心报答主的爱！

Thank God for healing and pray for recovery

Thank God that my friend's fever had subsided. However, my mum's right arm seemed badly bruised after the fall. Pray that she can heal soon. Thank God also that my dad's hospital subsidy was approved, hence the medical bill was reduced significantly.

God leads us along

• Refrain:
  Some through the waters, some through the flood,
  Some through the fire, but all through the blood;
  Some through great sorrow, but God gives a song,
  In the night season and all the day long.
• Lord, is it thy leading? I thank thee that there are common topics and experiences. Oh Lord, let me be sensitive to thy leading.